Sometimes I’ve had feelings of Creator, Higher Self, and my spirit guides, dragging me by my ears, towards certain aspects of my mission. I’ve asked nicely, demanded, and even begged Creator to be gentle with what is to come. I have memory imprints of being sacrificed in past lives, for doing Divine work. When I told my Higher Self, I wasn’t sure about being different any more, he just laughed. Through these and other tribulations, I was told I would be satisfied, and after 528 earth lifetimes, I would sure hope so, but in the end, that too, is not a guarantee, but a choice. Today I share feelings of deep satisfaction, although initially I had no idea what happened before this lifetime, or was to come in this one…and even still, much is a great mystery, but I have played my role well, and I know the qualities that make me humble, great, and chosen.
26 November 2016